Realizes the pleasure of being alone - a rap version!

I Was walking, I Was so lonely and I Was paining
like kind of bleeding somewhere.
juSS loneliness took me on the roads, throughout the steps
I had a song from the clouds in a rhythm of 'boulevard of broken dreams'.
And Still I Was walking, the pain Was kind of peaking
but my sweats told me about a story of heaven
and now I could juSS see an end to the roads, somewhat too far.
but I slowed down myself on the roads, since
I liked the pain of loneliness, because it Was beautiful.
Still I slowed down myself on the roads, since
I didn't Want to reach the end too early because
I could see someone waiting there to kill my loneliness.

realizes still I am alone!

when I woke up, You were not with me
I had to realize the words of reality

as always we do, You weren't me
and I didn't see you where I see myself

I tried delighting the soft rhythm of rain
while darkness created a silent aura

I couldn't smell the reek of fate
since there were no footsteps.

lonely thoughts made me to cry,
to cry for a new day light to convoy

haunting solitude hurt my heart to
bleed again and I stood losing myself

I felt a dying soul, I saw a red moon
I opened eyes to seek rising light of a star

shattered thoughts again forced me to voyage
in search of non invasive drops of mist

when my journey end, I was home
the home, where I lost your memories

I perceive, the mist is going away
light is fading, and stars are dying

Again to the darkness, where I dreamed you
where I woke up crying in memory of you

still I am standing to meet a new day
a new day light to convoy me.

street walker

a short nap swept my thoughts completely away,
dew drops were dreaming about a blueish sky,
dirty black streets tippled the taste and color of  my blood,
the one blind incubus relished his prey.

 broken dream, bleeding heart,
 wounded soul and blueish sky.

I were on the unknown path of life,
rain drops were gaining their greenish earth,
a bad light that I was being lead by, was burned down to ashes,
the one blind incubus scared me down to tear down.

 inevitable love, impalpable passion,
 wounded body and greenish earth.

I started to move in, I started to think out,
and I started to feed his ghastly reflections,
the dirty mob bawled of being sarcastic,
the thirsty predator deserted my body to dump for another

 crossed paths, crossed fingers,
 vitiated life and blackish world.

 a fed up gynoid stopped narrating,
 hopefully to grab her life back shortly.

forbidden echoes

last rays of a dying sun through cloudy fogs
the roaring bang, could bring them out of sleep
changing minds, racing thoughts, fading sunsets
they started feel the wisdom of a new era

screams of enslaved people reached to sky
still no rainy clouds appeared to succor them
only dark smokes formed themselves clouds
and made them to hope for a rainy tomorrow

the burning walls encircled them to hush
loud gun shots couldn't scare them at all
violent calamities were the part of their breath
they were reviving to win the battle

I was bleeding in absence of unhealed wounds
I deceived god to sleep throughout the days
I feel the screams and i see a raising humanity
I was transfigured to them, the human kind

We dreamed a dream of victory
preparations started, precautions to lose
my echo lasts, to inspire a new generation
dreamed a new sun, new sun rays, new waves

but angels lost their wings off heaven
the bleeded frocks rolled over the muds